Muiti wezvishamiso, achitya mapasipoti uye propiska, akararama upenyu hurefu uye hwakaoma, kunyengeterera vanhu nekubatsira vanhu. Tsvaga hupi uprofita hweAmai Alipia hwakatozadzika uye chii chatimirira.
Muchimiro chechiKristu, unogona kuwana nhamba huru yevasande uye vanozvipira, vanonamatwa uye vanotaurirwa kwavari nekumbira rubatsiro kana kuporesa. Asi havasi vose vakapiwa mukana wekufanotaura remangwana, saamai vaAmai. Akaponeswa kubva mujeri nemuapositori Petro, akazova mushamiso wakaropafadzwa uyo akaudza zvakavanzika zvemangwana kune vanhuwo zvavo.
Zvishamiso zvinoshamisa muhupenyu hwaAmai Alipia
Upenyu hwake hwose, munyoro Anpia akaedza kusatora pfungwa. Kusvikira ikozvino, zuva chaiyo rokuberekwa kwake harina kuzivikanwa: maererano nemamwe mabhuku, akazvarwa muna 1905 mumusha weGoloseevo, asi vazhinji vezviitiko zvinomuona vanomuti gore raakaberekwa muna 1910. Munguva yeupenyu hwake ainzi Agapia - akararama zita iro kusvikira muna 1918, apo vabereki vake vakapfura. Musikana weusiku pachake akaverenga Psalter yevakafa, ndokubva aenda kundotenderera kuburikidza nevanamwari uye mapoka echechi. Kubva paudiki kusvika pakukwegura Alipia akadzivisa kugamuchira zvinyorwa: haana kumbova nepasipoti uye propiska. Mifananidzo yakaropafadzwa zvakare yakaramba zvachose: mushure mekufa kwake, shoma shomanana nemapuranga evhidhiyo yezvinyorwa zvakachengetedzwa.
Achitaura nezvake, amai vangu vaigara vachitaura nenzira yevarume:
"Ndakanga ndiri kwose kwose: muPochaev, muPikhtitsa, muUtatu-Sergius Lavra. Ndaive kuSiberia katatu. Ndakaenda kumachechi ose, ndakagara kwenguva yakareba, ndakagamuchirwa kwose kwose. "
Zvino kwakauya nguva yekutambudzwa kwechitendero, icho chakakanganisa Alipia. Akatumirwa kujeri, mairi, kunze kwake, vapristi vazhinji vaichengetwa. Ijeri iri pamahombekombe egungwa, kwete kure neNovorossiysk, pane imwe yenzvimbo dzakakwirira. Humwe husiku, Alipia akanyangarika kubva kwaari mumamiriro ezvinhu asingazivikanwi: hapana mumwe murindi aigona kutaura kuti akakwanisa sei kutiza. Amai pachake vakati muapostora Petro akava muponesi wake.
"Vakandimanikidza, vakarova ini, vakandibvunzurudza ... Vakandiisa mumutanda mukuru. Paiva nevapristi vazhinji mujeri, ndakapedza makore gumi ipapo. Usiku humwe hwega 5-6 vanhu vakatorwa zvisina kunaka. Pakupedzisira, vatatu bedzi vakaramba vari muchitokisi: mumwe mupristi, mwanakomana wake neni. Muprista akati iye nemwanakomana wake vanofanira kushanda basa rekuviga ivo pachavo, nokuti vaiziva kuti vaizourawa mangwanani. Uye akandiudza kuti ndaizobva munzvimbo ino ndiri mupenyu. Pausiku, Petro akazarura suo ndokutungamirira varindi vose kuburikidza nemusuo wekuseri, akamuraira kuti afambe mugungwa. Akafamba asingatendeuki kubva kumhenderekedzo yegungwa, pasina zvokudya nemvura pamazuva gumi nerimwe. Akakwira pamakomo, akaputsika, akawira, akasimuka, akachekazve, achibvarura zvibhakera kumapfupa. Panguva imwecheteyo, ndaiva nezvikanda zvakasimba pamaoko angu. "
Ipapo akakwanisa kusangana nemukuru weHeroschemonk Theodosius, uyo aigara pedyo neNovorossiysk. Chishamiso-mushandi Theodosius aifara zvikuru nerudo rwake kuna Mwari uye simba rehupenyu raakamukomborera nekuda kwehupenzi. Akatora mhiko dzenhepfenyuro muKiev-Pechersk Lavra, asi akagara mune imwe imba pedyo neGoloseevo. Ikoko aivewo nevana vomweya uye vateveri vechitendero.
Panguva yehondo, amai vangu vakamanikidzwa kushanda muGermany. Ari mumusasa, vasungwa vaigara naye, zuva rimwe nerimwe vakaona zvishamiso. Nzvimbo yekuiswa mutirongo, iyo yaisakwanika kupukunyuka, yakaratidza kufadza Alypia: paakatanga kunyengetera, varindi veGermany vaiita seve mapofu uye matsi. Paaive achiverenga Psalter, akawana vakadzi kubva pasi petambo yakagadzirwa zuva rega rega, vachiponesa upenyu, asi vakasara vasingazivi.
Kutaura kunotyisa kwezvakafanotaurwa zveamai vangu
Kudzokera kumudzimai akazvininipisa shure kwehondo, akaisa pfungwa pakubatsira kutambura nekunyengetera. Mumwe munhu akaita kuti upenyu huve nyore nemazano akachenjera, mumwe munhu akabatsira kukunda kurwara nekuverenga Mapisarema uye mabhuku ezvomweya. Nezera, chipo chekufanoona chakasvika kuna amai vangu. Pakazosvika gore ra1986, akazorora, achigara achitsvaga nezvemoto unotyisa uye kutambudzika kwevanhu kumirira Ukraine. Pakutanga kwaEpril, mavhiki mashomanana zvisati zvaitika dambudziko reChernobyl, iye, aimbove akasiyana nekumusiya kwake, akamusiya kumba ndokuenda kuguta, raida kuparara mune rimwe zuva. Kwemazuva gumi, Alipia akapedza kushandisa zvose zveChernobyl zvakakomberedza nharaunda nevashandi mukuedza kubvisa dambudziko kubva kune vagari varo nekunyengetera.
Imwe yezvizivo zveUtatu-Sergius Lavra panguva yemusangano nemuporofitakadzi akaropafadzwa akashamiswa:
"Rimwe zuva varume vechidiki vaduku vakauya kuna amai vangu, vasingatendi kuti akakwanisa kuona ramangwana. Alipia akatarisa munhu wose, ndokubva ataurira mumwe wavo kuti kuroora murume chivi chakaipa cheSodhomu, icho mweya unopinda kugehena. Icho chinotarisa kuti jaya racho chairo chaive chirochani. Mwedzi mushure memusangano, iye asingatarisiri akafira vose. "
Amai Alipia kwemakore mashomanana vakaziva nezveFilaretsky schism inouya yechechi. Akanga achishushikana nekuti wechidiki acharasikirwa uye haazozivi kuti chechi ipi inogona kuonekwa seyechokwadi. Akaona zvakajeka kuti matambudziko aizotakurwa neavo vanoda kuumba chiOkraine Orthodox Church. Vanyori vaigara panguva yake vakati:
"Paakaona mufananidzo waFilaret, akati:" Haasi yedu. " Takatanga kutsanangurira Amai kuti yaiva guta redu, tichifunga kuti akanga asingazivi, asi zvakare zvakare akadzokorora achiti: "Haasi yedu." Ipapo takanga tisinganzwisisi zvinorehwa nemashoko ake, uye iye zvino tava kushamisika makore akawanda mberi Amai vakafanoona zvose. "
Muzvakafanotaurwa zvekakomborerwa, munhu anogona zvakare kuona hondo yeChechen, uye dambudziko rezvematongerwe enyika rakaitika muna 2008. Alipia akataura nezvehondo dzakakonzera vazhinji vekutaura chiRussia cheku Chechnya kusiya misha yavo:
"Ndinorarama nemarwadzo evamwe. Pachava nehondo muCaucasus umo vanhu vachatambura nokuda kwechitendero cheOrthodox. "
Makore mashomanana mushure mekupedzisira kwehondo, akapikira nzara, yakakonzerwa nekuti "zvinotaura zvakasiyana nemari." Akaita seaiziva kuti aigona kubata nechinetso, asi akafanotaura kuti haasi iye oga. Akandikurudzira kuti ndiwane ruponeso kubva kune nzara huru muKiev:
"Kubva kuKiev musasiya - kwose kwose kuchava nenzara, asi muKieya pane chingwa. Vanhu vake, vatendi, Ishe havazobvumi kuti vafe, vakatendeka vacharamba vachidya chingwa chimwe nemvura, asi vachapona. "
Zvechokwadi, akanzwa kufema kunotyisa kweTatu yeHondo Yenyika. Asati afa, muna 1988, akaudza rudzi rweapicalypse vanhu vachafanira kutsungirira paanotanga:
"Izvi hazvizove hondo, asi kuurayiwa kwevanhu nokuda kwekuora kwavo. Zvitunha zvichavata mumakomo, hapana anozovatora kuti vavige. Makomo, zvikomo zvichaparadzaniswa, zvisizvo nenyika. Vanhu vachamhanya kubva panzvimbo kuenda kune imwe nzvimbo. Pachava nevazhinji vakafa vasina kutenda vasingazovi nerufu avo vanotambura nekuda kwekutenda kweOrthodox. Hondo inotanga pana Petro naPauro - munaJuly 12, Zuva reVatatu-VaKuru Vakuru. "
Mushure mehondo, amai vangu vakafanotaura kutanga kweimwezve nzara yenzara, kuponeswa kubva kune vashomanana chete vanogona kurarama:
"Tarira iwe unopopotedzana, funga neimba, famba ... Kuchava ne nguva apo pachava neimba dzakawanda dzisina chinhu, asi hazvizove nomunhu anogara mazviri. Nguruve haigone kutengeswa - mushure mokunge Apocalypse ichabatsira, ichapa zvokudya. "
Amai Alipia, kunyange asati afa, vakashamisika munhu wese nechipo chake chekufanoona: mwedzi mitanhatu asati afa, iye akataura kuti aizofa Svondo. Chimwe chezvizivo. yakanyorwa muzvirangariro zvehupenyu hwaAlipia:
"Ndakakumbira kuti ndione zuva ripi raizove musi waOctober 30. Ndakatarisa uye ndakati: "Svondo." Akambotaura zvakananga: "Svondo." Mushure mokufa kwake, takaona kuti ipapo, munaEpril, Amai vakatizarura zuva rekufa kwake - mwedzi inopfuura mitanhatu asati auya. "
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